She's angry.
At me for doing what I am doing.
She doesn't understand my point of view,
But won't listen to it either.
Why?
I've been on the other side of this too, remember?
I've felt the hurt myself.
She isn't the only one,
But she won't try to understand it.
Why?
She's ignoring the pain.
It isn't the first time.
I was there for her then,
But she refuses to be there for me now.
Why?
An amazing friend once told me that I was, "too young to be some kind of martyred, overworked mother/student/businesswoman with secret, tortured feelings, trapped in the farm life." She was right.
Monday, March 29, 2010
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
What are we going to do about it?
the options are endless.
the reality is hard to look in the eye.
knowing what we want
but being afraid to get it
no matter your actions
i will leap with you
no matter your decision
i will be your rock
never, ever, EVER
should you doubt how much i love you
the reality is hard to look in the eye.
knowing what we want
but being afraid to get it
no matter your actions
i will leap with you
no matter your decision
i will be your rock
never, ever, EVER
should you doubt how much i love you
doubt
–verb (used with object)
–noun
1. to be uncertain about; consider questionable or unlikely; hesitate to believe.
2. to distrust.
3. Archaic. to fear; be apprehensive about.
–verb (used without object)
4.to be uncertain about something; be undecided in opinion or belief.
–noun
5. a feeling of uncertainty about the truth, reality, or nature of something.
6. distrust
7. a state of affairs such as to occasion uncertainty.
7. a state of affairs such as to occasion uncertainty.
8. Obsolete. fear; dread.
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